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Just one look into your eyes
One look and I'm crying
'Cause you're so beautiful
Just one kiss and I'm alive
One kiss and I'm ready to die
'Cause you're so beautiful
Just one touch and I'm on fire
One touch and I'm crying
'Cause you're so beautiful
Just one smile and I'm wild
One smile and I'm ready to die
'Cause you're so beautiful
Oh and you're so beautiful
My darling
Oh you're so beautiful
You're so beautiful
Oh my baby
You're so beautiful
And you're so beautiful
Oh my darling
Oh my baby
And you're so beautiful
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| from sea to shining sea! |
[04 Nov 2004|02:13pm] |
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im glad we won this election, i couldnt have done it without you guys. its just so funny how religious freaks actually think god was on bush's side. HAHAHAHAHA. yea, havent you heard bush=new ghandi...out to save and protect the world. :) these next four years are going to bring much change and happiness. holy shit im just so proud of kerry, he's the fucking man! words cant describe my euphoria right now. the world has acknowledged the truth... Kerry/Edwards '04!!!
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[03 Nov 2004|03:01pm] |
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i can honestly say this election has made me sick. i woke up this morning and i feel emotionally/physically gross. im moving into the woods with anthony so i can be "seculded from bush-oholic assholes". heheh i heart you. blah im just scared, and i just hope bush just gets his act together to unite our divided country. im doubtful..
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| Halloween at Ualbany |
[01 Nov 2004|12:47am] |
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I went to Albany on saturday with my cousin and it was fucking crazi. The entire night was just plain crazy. It started with the drive on the way up there. We got lost for an hour driving back and forth on the thruway, everytime we got to a toll they told us we were going the wrong way! so we almost didn't make it there without killing each other. Then once we got there we pregamed, got dressed, chalked our id's, went to another suite. Then we missed 2 buses bc chip and george were putting alcohol back in the room, so we took the 3rd one. Dilanthi started fighting with george bc we missed the buses. Then we finally got to this bar, and its funny cuz they check for chalked id's but they still let you in. I tried to shake my corona and i spilt it, lol. im not doing that again. so we had drinks, shots, touched ppl's butts, danced, sang, spilt beer on eachother, then decided to go to a club. by this time i was plastered..and we licked our id's to get the chalk off and then went to the post. we stayed there until it closed. afterwards i didnt want to go back to the school but everyone was like kelly we have to. so i asked this random boy on the street what he was doing and i followed him into his house. the block we were on was insane, there were ppl all over the place. so we get in this house and im having these great conversations with these ppl's and i met this kid from ytown that i recognized. but no one was having a good time but me and george was afraid of their dog so they forced me out of the house. well at this point everything kinda is a little foggy. i remember protesting cuz i wanted to stay but everyone said i started acting like a lunatic, cuz the next thing i remember chip tackled me and he had pinned me down to the ground and he was laying on top of me and telling me to calm the fuck down. hahahah. well yea so as they get me up theres all these ppl at another house across the street on a balcony screaming and chanting to "show us your tits". so we literally walked 10 seconds from these houses and the cops were there. we get a cab and then all of a sudden the cab driver starts freakin out that chip didnt pay her. so everyones fighting, trying to figure out whats going on and chip refuses to pay again. so she's swerving the cab, stoppinga n going, stopping and going. chip says hes calling the cops on her. and meg yells to stop the cab and grabs me to leave with her. chip called 911 on the lady. so me, meg, and 2 random drunk freshman decide to walk back to campus. meg and i "bonded" the entire walk back, which was an hour. we were screaming, crying, acting like complete assholes. BC it was 5 in the morning we were on a major road dressed like hookers and every car that passed was honking and slowing down. so then i wanted to walk on the side of the road in the woodsy part and she was screaming that she didnt want to walk in the woods and get raped. we were so afraid and scared and insanely emotionally dramatic. i was walking over a bridge and i pretended i was gonna jump off of it. we didnt think nething could get worse and then it starts downpouring, granted were in heels and miniskirts we basically took a shower. when we caught back up with the 2 freshman towards the end and i so hysteical that i cried in this girls arms for like 20 minutes as she calmed me. then when we left them meg had to tell me ghost stories bc that was the only thing that would stop me from crying. so..what happened to the rest of the crew..the cops came didnt believe them, they paid the lady twice, and then took the same walk we did back to the campus fighting and arguing with each other the whole way too. if they didnt pay the cops were going to arrest all of them. the funny thing is the last time i went up to Ualbany we took a cab at the end of the nite with the same lady and she did the same exact thing, and we paid twice. the officers took chips lisence, and he had to get it the next day at the station. even tho the nite was fucking insane it was tons of fun.
**Picture of us dressed up b4 we went out**
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[24 Oct 2004|09:18pm] |
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And I'm gonna get to the bottom of this. Gonna peel back my skin. And look at myself shaking and shivering. And I'll get the rope. From in the house. Survey the scene. Find two of the tallest trees. And I'd tie myself up. Above the cool earth to dangle in the twilight. And I'm gonna get to the bottom of this gonna peel back my skin and look at myself shaking and shivering. As my skin collects in a pile on the ground. I'll radiate heat and turn off my head and just pretend that I don't exist. Then I'll see clearly to the end of the ropes that I've been hanging from. As they loosen from the trees and plummet to the ground. Be impailed and turned around. I'm finally free from the ups and downs. And I'm gonna get to the bottom of this. Gonna peel back my skin and look at myself shaking and shivering.
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that's fucking right doggie.
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[21 Oct 2004|05:56am] |
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its 6 in the morning, im wide awake and the world is sleeping. then again what else is new? aside from that i feel incredibly relaxed, it feels so goooood. im obsessed with snoop dog and the format. life is good. gooooooood.
...ok scratch that thought. i just stood in the cold for 15 minutes bc of a firedrill that went off, and then we smell smoke. so someone on the third floor decided theyd be nice and bake cookies for everyone. that was nice, but they shouldve took the plastic off. so they tell us to grab a partner and get warm bc its gonna be another 20 minutes. now im back and the building reeks of burnt. its 6:42. goodnite.
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| Friends DONT let Friends vote for Bush. |
[13 Oct 2004|07:20pm] |
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i want to scream, kick, and vomit listening to this debate knowing people are actually going to vote for Bush.
Vote Bush:
-if your against gays
-if your against womens rights
-if your for poverty
-if your for death.
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| zzzzzzzzzz |
[05 Oct 2004|04:24pm] |
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the school work is starting to pile up beyond belief. err well thats what i get for being the biggest procrastinator in the WOLRD. on the bright side i had a dream this afternoon while cutting my class. it was indescribable goodness, but yet strange. i dont like analyzing my dreams, b/c then i think too much about how they may be foreshadowing my future. i dont like thinking about the future, b/c id rather not know whats going to happen...but i cant help but think. if i did go to class, then that dream wouldnt have of occured. and b/c i did happen to go to class, it did, in fact occur. so...if p is true, then f is true or false? damn you brain. damn you! im stuffy and impatient.
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[27 Sep 2004|12:37am] |
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something has to change, the same old routine just isn't working for me anymore. we'll start with church on sundays..and move from there.
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[11 Jul 2004|12:09pm] |
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this weekend rocked. gregs beer fest '04 was off the shizzle. cept for the fact that taryn tendy got her ass kicked. heheh and my body is one giant bruise and i have poison ivy. eeep.
neways out to brunch with my ghetto love christina.
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[05 Jul 2004|04:30pm] |
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hello livejournal. summer is good, im keeping very busy. i work on a construction site 40 hours a week from 7 am to 3:30 in Tarrytown. my job is pretty much awesome..i mean sweaty hot guys..who wouldnt love my job. other than that im trying to get my car fixed cuz i was in a minor accident, while trying to find time for myself. i wanna go to jones beach more..and do other stuff on the weekends. if anyone one wants to hang out give me a hollar.
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[19 May 2004|12:11am] |
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i need someone that stays up late to keep me company..errrr. it seems everyone likes to sleep at night, whats up with that ajls@lkgj#@*&^l#k1234j!!!! save me
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| make love NOT war |
[12 May 2004|01:43am] |
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i just got home from an amazing show at the chance. me, holly, ashley and kyle went to see Something Corporate..and yea they kicked ass! such a great time, and may i add emo kids really like to take their supressed anger out in the pit. mmm some girl chucked me on the floor. i was kinda shocked how vicious she was, but whatever i didnt get hurt, so me no care-o. i also decided to crowd serf for the first time n like 20 ppl fell!! no joke dude. what can i say im a lard ass =P they played konstantine n i so was NOT expecting it. i just stood there and cried. that song reminds me so much of us and how much we can never be together. i actually felt bad for myself...YOU'RE LIKE POISON!!! u should wear a warning sign on ur chest. blah neways.......then we hit up denny's and that was some good old fashion fun too. ash and holly pretended that the sour cream was icecream while i pretended to be kyle's mom. goodnite
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| typing w/ 9 fingers |
[02 May 2004|08:23pm] |
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so i drive my sister to my cousins on friday, and then i visited my aunt's grave on the way home. i was really out there and i felt the need to sit high on that hill and cry. things would be better if she were still here, our family would be closer, and id see my other cousins more. ...so i get home, and i close my car door, and look down to see the door completely closed and only half my finger was visible. i had to open the door with my other hand. i was so afraid that i had cut my finger off, i never screamed so bloody loud in my fucking life. my rents came running and i refused to look at my finger for about an hour. but luckily its not so bad now just cant move it, its back to a decent color, and it feels numb and looks fat. yuk. ne ways. i had a really great friday nite. i hung out with holly rob n doug, saw anna n her posse, and then hung out with steph. it was nice just talking n reminiscing, but it was also kind of sad. we were once sooo close, and we have so many memories, and now everythings so different and distant. sadness. yea, so last week of school, gotta finish papers and pack up. cant wait to get out and be home! :)
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| 4-20 |
[20 Apr 2004|11:24pm] |
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Well it turns out that my crush is a dirtbag loser, that is most likely a cokehead, and likes the crusty gerbal...if thats not appetizing then i dont know what is!
Blah..on the bright side i have only 6 more days of classes. I guess that tis goood. i need a jobbie, maybe i should just become a bum like ur mom. :) No seriously i dont know what to do..FREAKS.
edit: Skeet
(n.) A scoop with a long handle, used to wash the sides of a vessel, and formerly to wet the sails or deck.
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[14 Apr 2004|12:36am] |
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Instead of doing my museum paper that's due on thursday im in a state of contemplation. eh what else is knew. so yea..i wish a certain person was still in my life, i miss them. and also is it weird to want to be friends with someone u never liked, or just couldnt like for a certain reason. i cant help but wonder now what it would be like.
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funny how some people are just able to forget about things that were once of such importance to them, and build a new life with no pity. whats that thing called. a conscience? im just glad u took it better than me this time around.
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| Newsflash |
[12 Apr 2004|04:02am] |
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"Many of the models that appear in leading fashion magazines today are commonly 23 percent below normal body weight."
perfection + beauty = starvation + bulimia
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